o geez.

i  can breathe now. finals are over.

i studied all night last night for my history final today. literally i studied all night then looked at the time. saw it was 6:10 in the morning. took a 20 minute rest on my bed. then took a shower and got picked up for school. then went to school with the most biggest headache possible. my head fell like it was being smashed against a wall! But i know i didi REALLY GOOD on the exam so who gives a damn!! After the exam my friends and I went to eat pho....yes... and then they came over to my house. they chilled in my cozy bed! =) for just a little while cuz they had to go back to Decatur cuz they had class! suckers! HAHAHA I LOVE YOU NOORY AND YEACHAN! and then i stayed in my bed and slept till 10:30. i woke up about an hour ago. sleep is yummy

wooot wOOT yay for all- nighters!

<3 *anna*

ITS SNOWING!!!! ITS SNOWING LIKE CRAZY!!!! MUST SNOW SOME MORE!!! WEEEE!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!! ITS' SOO DAMN PRETTY!!!! WEE!!! SNOW!!!!!!

eww ... finals.

mucho love

*anna*

hello guys.

this thanksgiving week has been one of the worst, the best, the most beautiful and one of the most ugliest weeks ever.

but i've come out excited for life. my future. and i'm ready too kick my self in the ass so i can get going.

hahaha i never heard this before but after thanksgving sales is like one of the biggest sales ever i heard and so me and my sister met my cousin at the mall aat 7:00 am! i never didi that before in my life!!! to damn early! but we watned to to get a good start and there were already a lot of people there so we weren't the only crazy ones. and then after that we went to 2 other malls! hahaha i got a really cute jacket! yay! and a lot of earings cuz i always lose earings. and then we watched PRIDE AND PREJUDICE!! awesome movie! it was soo cute.. gosh it was such a clean romance. i loved it. i loved it i loved it. I wanna watch it again.  I'M LIVING IN THE WRONG ERA! I want to live in the time of mr. darcy!! it was so damn sweet! o man.

i ate a lot. i'm really full. but i still crave pho. so i must go. I"m ready for a new haircut.

and i can't wait till sue comes cuz she's coming soon

I'm reading a book called "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. and its such an awesome book... and there is a quote in there that i want to share with you guys.

"The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

this is what i believe in and this is what i will try to strive for. O lord give me strength! pleease.

*anna*

i have had a wonderful little revolution today. It's not huge but its still a revolution to me.

These past few weeks weren't going very good for me. One of the biggest issues were my future and what step i wanted to take towards my career and i always thought maybe i would try English but I realized no.. english major is not for me. And i always new that there was something inside of me that told me "your job is to help people, real, physically, emotionally, be there for people" but i didn't know what direction i was supposed to take. I was confused!!!!!!!1 but today during service while i was listening to the message on love and helping people out and stuff something inside of me was saying , "maybe... maybe i should take a step towards therapy.. social working..but anna career in english and politics is not for you,"  and i feel so happy so I must be taking a right step in something. It might not seem very big but believe me its a huge step to me. A very big one and thank you lord for it. I feel like God has decided its time for our family to wake up and all of a sudden today it felt like opportunities were everywhere. The sky is the limit no?

This first quarter at Highline was a huge task for me and it felt like my grades were poop but i have to realize that its my first quarter and its okay to get something less than a 4.0 if you tried your best in. Hahah i dont' know about my english class. I know whatever grade i get in that class i could've done better. That class i admit i didn't try hard enough. I have an essay due tomorrow and its huge and the topic is complex and i donnot KNOW CRAP ABOUT IT but i have to write it today and yes i'm screwed and thinking about it makes me cringe but i'm so happy to know that i don't NEED to like it anymore. I know that that's not my direction so umm.. i'm happy.

mucho love

*anna*

Hmm.. this past weekend was a very good weekend. I liked it a lot except for one big major part that like made me so sad and MAD. okay besides that part... welll

Ralph came up from Cali to Washington and he dropped by to see me. So we hung out and chilled, took him to eat bubble tea (was his first time) we both sort of got sick off of that. hahaha and this time he brought along this small truck cuz last time he brought this huge green one and he said that the small truck was so that i can fit in it better. Hehehe very sweet of you ralph thank you. haha. Then we watched Jarhead. That was not such a good movie. I thought it was going to be good but it wasn't. It was about like life in the marines i guess and people going crazy. But it was done in this wierd way. I don't know... i guess its supposed to be good. We ended up walking out in the end cuz i had to go to Katie's party. Then Ralph dropped me off at home and we said our goodbyes. Too bad, i won't be seeing him in a really long time now. and then i rushed to get ready for katie's party. She wanted people to wear black and white just for the fun of it so me and a couple of other girls went all out and dressed in last year's homecoming dresses since they were black. It was a b-day/ dance party. I had mucho mucho fun. All I did was dance all night long with a whole bunch of my girlfriends with booty music on. Then i ate a lot. like a lot of junk food. There was a lot of laughing, screaming, talking, and wierd stuff going on.. haha but it was fun nonetheless. Got home close to 1 and then i threw off everything and went to sleep!!

Then come saturday went to see Noory play in her orchestra in Tacoma. It was awesome.. and i had a great time! Thanks Noory for the ticket! Then I talked with Sue poo for a long and awesome time! I haven't talked to her like that in such a long time... good times.. it felt good. I can't wait till she comes up to visit me.

Then on sunday i ended up staying at church like ALLL DAY. ahhh got home at 6. Then i played around and tried to make a myspace. Which took forever cuz i'm soo stupid with computers and my brain is like a brick when it comes to trying to figure out crap! why does it not come so easily to me?! why? And then... martin and sylvia helped me out a bit. Then instead of working on my history project i went to sleep. woke up early to finish it but found out that i wouldn't be able to so i ended up rushing to school and finishing it there on one of the computers. Haha it was sort of cool cuz even though i missed like the first part of my hist class i could just walk in and sit down, no problem. good thing about taking college classes, no tardy slip or no call home. yay!

O and today. omg... so scary. My carpool driver, Justin, almost got into an accidents today and it was freeky! Well Justin drives an old Volkswagon orange beetle, did i mention old? Yes very very old. and well i named it Jimmy because it just looks like a Jimmy. Anywayz because Jimmy is soo old like it takes forever for the windshield to clear up when it gets foggy so you can't see ANYTHING. And so Justin was literally driving blindly when we had to turn but i saw a boy starting to walk on the crosswalk and i thoughth Justin saw him but he started to turn anyway and when we started getting really really close to the boy i was like in such a state of stupidity that all i could do was squeak out, "there's someone there there's someone there" And i finally yelled and was like "THERE IS SOMEONE THERE!!!" and Justin finally heard but it was too late and he couldn't do anything about and we were like about a 12 inches away from hitting him! We swooshed right in front of the guy and Justin was like ,'Why didn't you tell me someone was there!" OMG i did i just couldn't find my voice! Why must stuff like that happen in greatest times of need?! it was sooo scary because the boy didn't see us turning either because if he saw us he could've at least sstopped but because he didn't he kept on walking and even when we SWOOSHED by him he just turned his head and saw us. That was like heartstoppping. We almost hit a guy. We almost hit a guy. How scary.

okay i haven't written like this since forever. I don't even know who's going to read this.

haha mucho love my beauties!

*anna*